The wait for genetic testing results was really really long. First I wasn’t thinking about it. Then, I was reminded that if I had one of the 9 mutations, I would have to make a big decision about a mastectomy. A big decision I didn’t want to make. It was more about the length of time the surgery recovery would take than the implications of the surgery for me.
I went to LA a couple days early for a conference, a trip I had planned long before the chaos of the last couple of months. I didn’t do as much planning as usual, since my time was spent working (work has been so busy), worrying or going to doctor’s appointments or mourning my grandpa. But, I love traveling. And my grandpa loved to travel–and loved that I loved to travel. He knew I was going to Long Beach, told me to visit the Queen Mary. (Side note: one of my colleagues got bumped from their hotel and stayed there and apparently it’s no great shakes) And so I went. I stayed in this vintage, very simple motel (also very clean and safe) on the edge of Hollywood, adjacent to Thai Town. A good decision. I saw the real LA: the drag queens, the homeless, the yuppy gay men. (is yuppy still a thing?)
I spent two full days playing tourist–The Getty, Skirball Center to see the RBG exhibit, a walking tour of Downtown LA, and a visit to Cocobella (maybe not so touristy), really delicious vegan ice cream. It was fun and my days were filled. I used public transit almost exclusively (yes in LA) But, I spent my nights worrying about this genetic test.
I was so relieved to get the call (received, of course, during the walking tour) that I had “reassuring results”. I talked to the Genetic Counselor the next day and found out I was in the clear. No prophylactic mastectomy for me. I was in the clear. I’ve requested the second genetic panel, which will give information regarding genetic mutations of moderate risk. And then, they will let me know what they think my family should do (should they test? or no?)
I got back from the conference (in Long Beach) in the wee hours of Saturday morning. The conference was good, one of the best I’ve attended.
I had the pre-op appointment today and I’m in the clear as long as I don’t get a bad cough in the next couple of days.
Surgery is on Friday. I get a radioactive bead placed at the site using a Mammogram on Thursday (I’m taking the day off because, really, who wants to go to work with a radioactive bead in their chest? I don’t). My parents will be here. The recovery is supposed to be relatively easy. It’s not a big deal surgery. But, it’s real. This is a real thing that is happening to me. And hopefully it’ll continue to be “not that big of a deal.” But, it’s still annoying and time consuming and sucky. Oh, and I’m sure I’ll meet my out-of-pocket maximum on my health insurance this year. So there’s that.
I’ll let you know how it goes. Don’t worry, I don’t do photos!